Medical Perceptions Here I want to describe some of the specific medical perceptions I have in general. What they look like, feel like, and the type of information associated with it. I will be making drawings of what I perceive and adding it here. Remember that none of this is necessarily based on real information and it is merely a description of what I perceive through what may be synesthetic linkage. For the same reason someone with synesthesia experiences that yellow tastes sour, my medical perceptions have not been proven to correlate with reality and might also be random or unrealistic or at least unreliable synesthetic association. I can't assume that my medical perceptions are based on reality until properly proven to be. I describe some of them because I find them interesting. Liver One of the things I most always choose to look at when I see a person and form medical perceptions is the liver. To me the liver gives a lot of association to health information. So, when I look at a person, I experience feeling a pattern or landscape of small-scale vibration, which I both feel and see at the same time to understand its shape. I download it into my mind's awareness and can then look away from the person and process the information in my mind. The vibrational aspect as I call it, then builds upwards into atoms, molecules, tissue or organs, in color, shape, texture, and many types of felt information. The first thing I look at with the liver is its size. Most people have a very large liver, sometimes some have a surprisingly small one. Small livers tend to be also more compact rather than flattened. Sometimes when a liver has contraction and compression when the tissue is denser, I also feel a tendency for pain in that area. The color of the liver is very important, I think. A healthy liver to me, has a medium brown and orange color. Darker brown to dark red and even almost black livers always feel unhealthy and less functional. I am always happy to see orange in the liver because it is quite rare. The tissue structure of the liver varies with people. Some livers have tissue that looks dried and withered and has lost its flexibility, this damage starts at the left narrowest tip of the liver if a person has this. A perception of perfectly healthy liver tissue is rare and I mostly only see it in children. A healthy liver tissue has orange and has the vibrational aspect of several chemicals and substances that are made by the body. Many adult livers lack these substances. In some people I see very large quantities of medicine derivatives, that is, fragments of medication. These derivatives don't look or feel as if they are doing any harm, but obviously it is better not to have them there. A healthy liver looks and feels a bit like a slug the way it rests against underlying material. I have seen holes in the liver tissue in some people! And I've seen livers that are small, dark, dry, contracted, and in my perception this gives a tendency for bleeding in the liver. There are few more beautiful things that I see in the human body than a healthy, well-nourished orange liver. Almost everyone has vitamin A deficiency. I know the vibrational aspect and visual appearance of vitamin A very well, and can superimpose that vibrational aspect across the human body to look for resonance where it is found and to gather this into a sense of "amount". I then compare this amount with the vibrational aspect of how much vitamin A the body would like to have, which involves another "calculation" in Vibrational algebra as I call it. I then do a third calculation by combining the two to get a sense of how much is missing. And most people are missing quite a lot, especially men. I would recommend everyone to drink fruit juice with added vitamin A, and to eat regularly vitamin A rich fruits and vegetables. (But don't overdose on vitamin A, an excess is toxic to the body!) I have seen many cases of terrible looking liver tissue, with damage from drugs, medicines and alcohol, combined with a very poor diet. The liver loves nutrition. I once saw small worms in a man's liver. I could not believe it, so I had to look again and again, and always saw them, very clearly. According to my perception they could be contageous to other people only if people don't wash their hands and that the immune system of most healthy individuals would take care of it. Only in very few, the liver smells terribly bad in my perception. I think the smell comes mostly from metal impurities. Kidneys According to my perceptions, the organ that is most difficult to keep healthy and to treat once it has gotten in trouble, are the kidneys. Often I can look at my perception of illness and perceive various ways in which it could be healed. For most kidney damage I see no cures. In some people I see that medicines are seriously damaging the kidneys. (Don't worry, kidney and liver damage from medicines are probably listed in the side-effects section that nobody seems to read or take seriously.) With the kidneys, I mostly just look at the urine, because it gives me many perceptions of health. One of my "specialties" among medical perceptions is to feel the extent of fullness of a bladder and all associated sensations. Some people's urine is very dark and then also heavy from a high concentration of metals and other solutes. I can feel male vs. female hormone in urine, they are very distinct from one another. Every individual's urine feels very distinct to that person. There are countless of interesting things that I have perceived in it in different cases. I form these perceptions from urine in kidneys and bladder. Sometimes, but rarely, the vibrational aspect that is from people's urine, that translates into visual and felt information, next translates into taste. Isn't synesthesia fun? The Brain Only rarely do I look to form medical perceptions of the brain. Each person has a unique shape of the brain, and they come in many shapes and sizes. According to my perception, a larger brain is usually a less effective one, having more empty space and less intricate neural patterns. According to my perception. I once saw a young man who had water surrounding the brain inside the skull. Like always when something is unbelievable I had to look again and again. I sensed that the water was accumulating and would cause pressure against the brain. Most brains look and feel very healthy. The tissue has the texture of paté and feels as if it would have small grains in it. Sometimes a brain smells like the damp mossy forest floor with mushrooms, a fresh scent of water with other things in it. Sometimes a brain smells like red sugars, red sugars are galactose and five-carbon sized sugars such as ribose. Red sugars have a type of sweet scent to it. A person with migraines, hallucination, paranoia, psychosis, will have black electrical activity as well as painful electrical signals at the top of the brain with the border between the right and left lobes. When I am near a person who has epilepsy although not at that time, I can feel all of their symptoms. The electrical mismatch and nausea. Epilepsy places a yellow color around the brain and what looks like a mess of thick black tangled wires. When a person hasn't slept plenty or didn't sleep well, parts of the brain are dense black in their electrical aspect. I can resolve it by creating with my mind a white electrical aspect and placing it into it, they interact and the black is dissolved. With a similar technique I can also resolve pains. Placebo, nonsense, or real, doesn't matter. In my career I will be designing medical instruments that do this in a measurable and verifiable manner. At the very least I am capable of visualizing the concepts. Looking at a human brain, it is like gently tapping your fingertip onto the surface of still water, and watching the waves propagate, and seeing where they go and what responses they would trigger. I can read emotions and personality. And by testing various areas of a brain, simply by looking at it and observing vibrational interactions, I can read into how a person would respond to various situations. By doing this, I have for instance found out that many men would become very relaxed and comforted when a woman touches them behind the ear. I then see that it comes from their infancy and from when their mother did this. By feeling into various areas of the brain I experience images and feeling that the person would have. When I look at the small brain (cerebellum) and the spinal cord, I see images of a person's childhood. And I feel that the childhood shapes our emotional relations to other people. What about my Medical Perceptions? The medical perceptions are mostly automatic and come on their own. I can also choose to look at a person and pay attention to the vibrational information and form the visual and felt information (and sometimes taste and scent) by choice and to search for information. On an everyday basis I have very few medical perceptions unless there is the perception of a serious health problem. Serious health problems come with a stronger and clearer vibrational aspect and catch my attention on their own and can be difficult to ignore, if serious enough, such as heart pain or cysts, or something unusual such as liver worms or some other abnormality! The medical perceptions do not interfere and are not a distraction. My senses otherwise are perfectly normal. My ordinary vision sees only what I look at with my eyes open and sees exactly in the same way as we all do. My hearing is ordinary. And my sense of taste and smell are ordinary in that I have to be in contact with the substance and only experience the same scent and taste that we all do, and in the same way. The synesthetic perceptions are a separate entity from my ordinary senses, an entirely different category and section of my sensory experience. I do distinguish well between what is ordinary and what is associated. The synesthetic perceptions never come with a sense of reality as does what I perceive in the ordinary way. The perceptions are to me more like impressions, like when you look at a painting and perhaps it triggers a memory, or a feeling, but you know it is subjective and that it was your own interpretation somehow from the picture that you saw. The perceptions are rarely overwhelming. I do consider many of the things I see to be esthetically beautiful or pleasant, such as the aluminum trichloride or sodium and lithium. Many things that I associate from the body are very beautiful, such as healthy muscle or liver tissue. The perceptions can also give very pleasant scent experience, such as flowers that we can not smell with our noses, that not even I smell with my nose but I smell them by looking at them and feeling their vibration and having it translate into a scent. Some foods taste beautiful through synesthesia (but most don't). Galactose sugar smells pleasantly sweet, and I know that other people can not experience that. There are some drawbacks to my perceptions. Feeling and seeing the pain in other people almost as if it were me experiencing it and not being able to tell them what I feel in cases when I believe that my perceptions are true. I have experienced some very unpleasant smell and taste of a liver with certain metal toxins, and that wasn't nice. And, part of my perceptions is to see and feel ghosts, and there are some unpleasant ones. But overall, the perceptions are beautiful and very interesting. It adds color, feeling and other aspects to all things. I know it makes me more creative, and makes it easier to learn and to relate to conventional science. I doubt that my grades would be nearly as good if it weren't that Nlambda looks like green with yellow or that oxygen is transparent blue. The perceptions add character to science concepts and makes them easier to remember and to relate to and for using them in new situations. The perceptions bring me lots of inspiration for research hypotheses in my work. I would not call the perceptions hallucinations. I would call them impressions or synesthetic association. They are nothing negative. And they do not change my sense of reality. They are a source of creativity and inspiration. I am investigating some of the perceptions since I have experienced interesting correlation between what I perceive and with actual information.